Kindness is a burden I'm willing to bear.
Icekit / Icepaw / Icylake
Icy : After the color of her fur
Lake : For her peaceful and calm personality
Age : 21 moons (at death)
34 moons (currently)
Rank : Warrior
Former Clan : Windclan
Sex/Gender : Female
Orientation : Panromantic Pansexual
Appearance : A white tabby cat with a long tail and amber eyes.
Body Type : Large and Slender. Average height.
General Personality : Calm, Compassionate, Easy-Going, Brave, Reckless, Empathetic, Sacrificial, Selfless, Generous, Self-Doubting, Tolerant, Logical, Out-going, Ambitious, Pessimistic.
Detailed Personality :
Icylake is an easy-going she-cat that would have never hurt a fly for the sake of hurting it.
She isn't one to think before putting her life in danger for others, and tends to give up doing something she likes should someone need her help.
She'll always be there should some cat need comfort or assistance, no matter if she knows them well or not, or if she knows them at all.
She can make friends very easily, and flirt around, usually for fun.
She likes to joke around and lighten the mood anywhere she goes.
Despite being a good hunter and being able to fight when needed, she can't help but think she serves no significant purpose in her clan.
She also never realistically imagined having a bright future despite her wishes for one, and her tendency to sacrifice her own happiness for others partially came from that mindset.
Fear of getting angry.
Fear of judgement.
Physical Condition : Barren.
Alive/Deceased/(Opinion on)/ - Roleplayer
Mother : none
Father : none
Sibling(s) : none
Kit(s) : none
Aunts : none
Uncles : none
Cousins : none
Nephews : none
Nieces : none
Alive/Deceased/(Opinion on)/ - Roleplayer
Mate : none
Acquaintances : none
Friend(s) : none
Best Friend(s): Shiningfeather (Thinks of as a sister) - PeaFlower (me)
Mentor : none
Apprentice : none
Enemie(s) : none
Nemesis : none
Additional information :
Creation Date : Sometime in 2013
She was originally created solely to be a Starclan cat, so I'm going with that again.
She died from injuries after a fight against a dog.
(Might be redone/improved)
Icylake was a Windclan born she-cat. Runt of the litter, she was mocked by her siblings. She loved her father, unfortunately one day the tom was killed by an unknown cat when on patrol.
Her mother fell into a depressive state and, desperate to find a new mate, settled with a shady cat, who didn't care about his new mate's first litter.
When Icekit, now Icepaw, became an apprentice, she was mentored by a friendly cat who taught her to hunt and fight properly.
One day while sparring, Icepaw messed up and hurt her mentor in the throat. The inury was minor, but the sight of the blood on her mentor's pelt was enough to make the apprentice reluctant to fight for the rest of her life.
Around this time, the she-cat met another apprentice called Shiningpaw. She was 2 moons younger than her, and soon became her best friend.
She was closed off, so Icepaw did her best to bring her out of her shell.
When the time came for her to get her warrior name, she also started to fall for a handsome tom, who happened to reciprocate her feelings.
Their relationship was blooming and happy, but one day Icylake realized something was wrong. Her mate and her had tried to have kits, but it seemed to never work out.
It finally dawned on the couple that Icylake was barren. Upon learning that, her mate left her for another she-cat. Icylake was heartbroken. Not only had she learned she would never have kits of her own, the tom she loved had left her alone. And the scorning and dirty looks she was given for not being able to provide the Clan with future warriors were only slightly adding to the pain.
Had it not been for her friend, now named Shiningfeather, picking up the pieces of her broken heart, she might as well had let herself die.
After these events, Icylake tried to get her life back on track. She kept hunting and helping around camp until exhaustion would make her collapse.
She figured that if she was to never have kits, she could still help out around the nursery. She spent most of her free times playing with kits and sometimes young apprentices, making jokes or helping them do pranks.
While in the nursery, she had to spend time with one of her sisters, and they finally properly bonded.
She also tried to find a mate for her best friend, but it seemed her efforts were always in vain, as Shiningfeather seemed more interested in her duties than in her own love life.
One fateful day, as she was patrolling on the borders of Windclan territory with Shiningfeather and other cats, she heard the screams of kittens nearby. She quietly left the patrol and ran to see what it was about. She saw that two seemingly loner kittens were trying to get away from an enraged dog. Thinking with her heart, she ran over there and tried to lead the dog away from the kits. Unfortunately, the creature had decided it was going to stay and fight, so Icylake had to defend herself and the kits.
The dog was tough and cruel, but Icylake managed to make him flee, not without sustaining deep and bloody gashes all over her body.
She took the kits with her and returned to the patrol, where she fell down in exhaustion.
She asked that the kits be brought back to camp and cared for, and the other cats did just that, Shiningfeather dragging her along, trying to get back as fast as she could so that her friend could be healed.
Unfortunately, the blood Icylake had lost was in too large amounts, and she died at the entrance of the camp, as her sister and Shiningfeather cried her name in sorrow.